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About Me

Me

I'm an older ABDL, who is sometimes switchy. I have a variety of interests:

In all honesty however, almost any and all fetishes interest me. I absolutely love the vast variety of human sexuality.

My Non-kink interests are:

I may be a little bit neurodivergent...

My history

Growing up

When I was a preschooler, my little brother was born. I have very distinct memories of sneaking aorund with him and stealing his soother. I'd also spend some time in his crib.

When I was in elementry school, my (much older) sister had a kid, and I desperately wanted to try one of his baby bottles. I never got the chance. (It was probably for the better).

Baby things both intrigued and repelled me, but being a 'boy' in the 80s meant that it wasn't a thing I should be looking at. I do recall playing house as the baby more than once however!

First real exposure

At the age of 15 I got access to the pre-internet (Dialup Bulletin Board Systems) and hung out on multi-user chatrooms. After awhile I finagled my way on to an adult BBS. There were lots of posts about BDSM (Which I was very intersted in). After a little while someone posted about their love of Diapers.

I was in shock.

Even more exciting, he was in the outer orbit of 2 seperate friend groups.

In some ways this was a god send. He was in fact, very nice, and helped sheppard me through acceptance. The first time we met was at a BBS meetup at a bowling alley, and he had a package wrapped up in brown paper with 3 Crinkly depends in it. I barely remember that experience, but he recounts it vividly. Most notably talking about my persistant deer-in-headlights expression.

We went out for coffee a few times. It was strictly a plantonic relationship. He introduced me to DPF, helped me get a pair of pink plastic pants, and most of all helped me learn acceptance and joy of being an ABDL. He was very clear and careful with setting appropriate boundaries with me, and in fact, looked out for me. I'm always greatful for that. (And if you're reading this, thank you.)

SissyBecky.com

I ran that! It was a fun experience, and was one of the things that taught me back-end web development. I still get messages once in awhile from people who remember it. It warms my heart.

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